Learning to breathe

Her smile

2011-04-06T16:23:00.001+08:00

I need somebody, just somebody to share about my secrets .

another lies, 5 feet down you go.

2010-02-16T04:13:00.004+08:00

seriously, i dont want a friend like you, dah la buat dajal dgn aku , menyesal, pastu buat balik. mcm bodoh je ada kawan mcm kau ni. Then, another one lagi buat aku sakit hati bitch, tired of being patience, seriously im tired with you guys lah, you guys can fkn go to hell :)

revenge is sweet

2010-02-05T02:43:00.007+08:00

since when did i become this weak? time to move on =)

I cannot change you, you never change .

2010-02-02T19:30:00.005+08:00

Friends who seek us when they need help, fuck that. Where are you when it's your turn to return the favor?

I need tv, computer, electric guitar, and book to forget about you (lie). I need you, especially your smile. Nothing else but you .

2010-01-24T22:46:00.003+08:00

God, please give me strength because i can't endure this pain anymore .

it's just not my luck

2010-01-23T02:51:00.002+08:00

It's amazing how a simple misunderstanding can corrupt the world.

Try to understand me for once , imagine how i feel when you didn't reply my texts/calls
i bet you wouldn't like it either when someone does those things to you . I suffered enough, when can you stop this pain ?

I love you like i did yesterday

2010-01-19T18:30:00.003+08:00

what do you do when you're stressed out ? Do you smoke or take a deep breath, or even worse you want to hit the person that sit next beside or close to you ? What will you do ? Do you feel like swearing to the person that is innocent just to release your anger or stress ? Think wisely before you do something stupid because you can't reverse the time and correct it, before you get the situations worse you have to chill and take a deep breath and think positively in order to deal with problems in everyday life. Take a chill pill dude, will ya ? =)

Suicide? Don't ever try to attempt suicide when you're sad or when you just reach the point where you gave up in life just because you thought that you are alone in this world and there's no one cares about you. YOU ARE TRULLY WRONG ! Indeed, you are so wrong because every living things deserve to be love. Breaking up is just a process where you learn more about life and try to fix yourself to be a better person . It's a painful process but later on you'll feel good about yourself when you reach the point to be a perfect human being . TWLOHA !

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"what will this acheive?". It will achieve the goal of people knowing that there are other people out there with the same problem, and/or people who are supporting them with love.

I Don't Love You Like I Did Yesterday

2010-01-18T17:52:00.003+08:00

sakitnya hati bila balik rumah and nk guna internet tk dapat, couldn't bloody connect to the internet? wtf, especially bila balik pukul 3 pagi mcm tu nk guna je mesti tk dpt, damn you internet.
Everytime i'm outside hanging out in the middle of night, i felt exhausted but when i reach home, somehow the extra battery has been activated . Lately I couldn't sleep and ONLINING is what i do every damn freaking midnight till subuh. I can't close my eyes because it's you that i see in the dark =\

You deserve nothing ,

2010-01-17T18:44:00.002+08:00

I'm tired of acting, if being a complete stranger towards you bring happiness into me, then i'm happy that way. You don't even acknowledge me as a friend
bye bitch bye =D

Hey girl, you know you drive me crazy from the start

sometimes your words just hypnotize me

2010-01-11T23:44:00.004+08:00

yasmin iman really knows how to cheer me up when im down. thanks <3

phase 1

2010-01-10T01:15:00.002+08:00

hey there delilah , how does it feel to be popular ?
abandon your friends just to get to the top , throw away your friends who always on your side .
when your friends aren't by your side anymore , you feel lonely and wish that everything turns back to normal .
that won't happen because what done is done , you can't change it anymore.
all you can do is cry, cry, and cry for your friends to come back , but that wont happen.
how does it feel to be on top and suddenly you fall back to where you started, but this time there's no one on your side anymore .

If changes that you seek in me , then i'll change for you

it's not a blessing , it's a curse

2010-01-08T00:22:00.000+08:00

And i thought you were different from the others and i like it, yet i was proven wrong.
How can this happened ?

wake me up when you're gone

2010-01-05T03:24:00.002+08:00

kring kring, dearest love i hope, this message finds you well. Yes, lagu alesana kedengaran 6-7 kali. Dreaming dreaming then suddenly the song keeps repeating. Open my eyes and grab my phone on the desk and shock to see that there is 6 miscall. haha =D
1 more time, the song kedengaran and had to answer it, "paan babi paan babi" by frez. HAHA. They arrived at 2:20 and bengang cause i overslept. The guard then calls and yes, i do bring visitor says i to the guard. So hang out for awhile at my house, play guitar guiatr, electric guitarr. Then at 3:20 go to pyramid to meet wai jack because of some business. He treat me starbucks chocolate chip cream blended ice coffee. It was delicios and thanks again wai jack . After a while when kai datang, WJ had to go. When you got to go, you got to go. We played pool at the new place and it was quite expensive, Rm15 for an hour. The best part about that place is it's so unique and its filled with stuff, it's like a place where you can call home and have fun :D
Later on sisha dkt bidari, haha, kai ajak je sisha tapi sedut pun tkda la banyak, pening la itu la. hah
when it's almost 10, we lepak near my apartment. Head to the sauna and mula la.. tengok la siapa tahan lama. Berpeluh gila2 and its been a while i masuk sauna, feel refreshing after leaving that hot full with steam room :D
Then lepak2 near the pool with a chilly weather, it was amazing. I love my apartment so much:D
Usually i lepak near the pool when i want to call orang yang tersayang, tahu2 je la siapa =D
open story open story then balik. HAHA,

everlasting pain i have

2010-01-04T02:54:00.002+08:00

what a beautiful day. wake up around 11 and take a quick shower and head to shah alam with family to see the new home :)
it's quite amazing the place , with good facilities and nice surroundings. its a good place to lepak malam2 hehe =D
i was amazed when i see the display house, it's friggin nice and it fills with a lot of mirrors, it's a place where i always dream of, nice and quiet and prettteyh :D
later on lunch at pyramid and jalan-jalan window shopping, after a while bro decided to shopp and i follow je and asked my parents for Rm50 to buy selipar. Penat gila accompany my bro shopping , lebih dari 5 jam tapi it was worth it. Bought myself a selipar and my bro belanja me kasut from everlast. thank you bro =D
All i want right now is skinny jeans and a hoody, and more CLOTHES :D

I love the way you love , but I hate the way I'm supposed to love you back

2010-01-01T23:16:00.002+08:00

How come you are nice infront of me but yet i heard that you talk behind my back ?
I don't know why are you trying to act nice , please , stop acting anymore C-U-T!
If you can't stand the heat , don't heat me up or you'll get burn .

tears run down my face

2009-12-21T04:40:00.002+08:00

go ahead and tell lies, make me look bad in front of everyone .
turn my friends into my foes, i don't mind .
what is done is done, can't change .
look in the mirror, liar in the glass liar in the glass .
even if you steal my world, i won't fight back .
you won't win the war till i fight back .
you won't be satisfy ,

i'm glad that i met you , you really understand me and cherish me
I'll be there for you through it all

fucking piece

2009-12-12T01:54:00.000+08:00

"This songs dedicated to those faggots that shook your hand, where ever you were, for years.. when you finally find out that their really not your friend at all. They just wanna fucking piece of what ever you have. So, you take those friends.. you call them up, and you throw them out the fucking window!" -Ronnie

Chapter 1: "keep your friends close but your enemies closer"

2009-12-10T19:13:00.003+08:00

The best way to move on is by forgetting
To forget is to erase all the memories
Even if the memories are sweet but it will turn out to be sour
Friendship is something that i should forget in order to move on
Before i lose you, i should erase you from my mind

Being nice to you isn't effective enough
Being mean to you isn't good towards you but it makes me happy
Thanks for being on my side and suddenly back stab me
You wield a curse knife that breaks my heart apart.

Erase existence and start a new life somewhere else

Don't worry, i'm just your old artifact that you keep in the old muzium,

give up on me giving up on you

2009-12-09T04:32:00.000+08:00

It's 4:32AM and i'm still infront of the computer. Kena bangun pukul 6:30 utk pergi ke OT then straight to curve. wtf, tido 2 jam je and lps ni kena gerak. zz. wonder how i can enjoy nanti.. penat gila.

sticky 17

2009-12-04T21:57:00.003+08:00

Today wake up around 12 and took a shower. Bersiap sedia pergi ke taman berhampiran dengan sekolah BB untuk menyambut hari jadi kawan. Came earlier than i expected, yet, few people still didn't come yet. Thought that i'll be the last since otp earlier they were talking about cake and how it will finish fast. Well, skip that. So this is the part where we kumpul and baling telor+tepung to the birthday boy. i stood there watching though because i was being so nice to the birthday boy :)
well it's quite a day and it's good =)
The birthday boy didn't wash up and he nk balik rumah with tepung and telor busuk! haha.
Afterwards, went to amcorp mall and the police tahan the birthday boy because he's such in a mess. They thought that he baru habis rompak rumah orang. lMAO.

are you worth dying for?

2009-11-28T12:52:00.002+08:00

Do you know what's worth fighting for?
When it's not worth dying for?
Does it take your breath away
And you feel yourself suffocating?

Does the pain weigh out the pride?
And you look for a place to hide?
Did someone break your heart inside?
You're in ruins

One, 21 guns
Lay down your arms, give up the fight
One, 21 guns
Throw up your arms into the sky, you and I

When you're at the end of the road
And you lost all sense of control
And your thoughts have taken their toll
When your mind breaks the spirit of your soul

Your faith walks on broken glass
And the hangover doesn't pass
Nothing's ever built to last
You're in ruins

One, 21 guns
Lay down your arms, give up the fight
One, 21 guns
Throw up your arms into the sky, you and I

Did you try to live on your own
When you burned down the house and home?
Did you stand too close to the fire
Like a liar looking for forgiveness from a stone?

When it's time to live and let die
And you can't get another try
Something inside this heart has died
You're in ruins

One, 21 guns
Lay down your arms, give up the fight
One, 21 guns
Throw up your arms into the sky

One, 21 guns
Lay down your arms, give up the fight
One, 21 guns
Throw up your arms into the sky, you and I

Breathing difficulties

2009-11-17T16:15:00.005+08:00

Yesterday i couldn't sleep, i couldn't even study as well because I was totally sick. My nose got stuffed up the whole day and I'm having sore throat. It hurts so much that i can't breathe, can't breathe through my nose and hardly breathe through the mouth. When i decided to sleep at 2 AM, i can't sleep. I forced myself to sleep but there's no way that i can sleep. I was grasping for air all the time. The worst part is when i tried to sleep, i can't BREATHE at all. It's really painful, i actually cried because of this. I can't endure the pain, this is really something new to me and i hope that it will never happened again. I sent msg to others but they didn't reply back. I was hoping for them to comfort me at times like this but no one reply -.-. Because I can't sleep, i went online to chat. Luckily Azza was there and she makes me feel better<3 We chat and chat till it's 5 AM, and i was tired and decided to sleep. I tried to sleep but still can't, hardly breathe. After a while, i don't know how but i actually fell asleep and thank god that makes me better a bit. Woke up a bit drowsy and tired, honestly my energy drops to 0 and the worst part is tmr is the big exam and im tired and sick..

dont mind the grammar, you knw my point

Anger is one letter short of danger

2009-11-08T03:57:00.007+08:00

You say that i'm a backstabber; i'm not quite sure about it, maybe i do backstab.

You also say that I'm not a good friend; i think you're right.

You say I take advantage on people; yeah i do.

You say I'm such a bad influence; you're fucking right.

You say that you hate me; i hate you too. So, beat it.

You say lies about me; i don't really care.

You say negative things about me; i don't give a shit cause it will reflect on you sooner or later.

looking at you makes me sick, fuck off,
p/s: You know who you are
I acknowledged you as a friend before, but not anymore.

It's funny when you say negatives thing about me and stood there like some kid who just became popular in a minute by insulting others. You've always try to knock me down, is it because of jealousy or just to get attention? You pretend that you're way better than me, i just stood there and laugh because you're the lamest person i've ever met .

Birthday Celebration or The Opposite?

2009-10-25T01:29:00.005+08:00

After seminar pergi hangout rumah muin, lepak tido sekejap(penat). Thought going out today but one people tarik diri, say cannot go out. One fall, the rest fall haha. Lepas bangun, main dota sekejap. After that, during on the way home NAD text suruh datang pyramid, haha sbb dia keseorangan. At first i really don't want to go sbb i'm lazy like always. When she mentioned she's alone, i have to go kot sbb rumah pn dekat so lepak sekejap la ngan dia. I arrive and look for her tapi tk jumpa, rupa2nye dkt bench dpn dkt tempat bowling =.=
After a while, her friends, Balqis and Rafeeqa(kot) datang and i was worried because who i can talk to, but luckily i manage to get along quiteeee well. luckily =)
They makan at SUSHI kING and i almost drool looking at the food ! sedap-sedap je tapi mahal. Didn't eat dinner sbb saving ;) so melilir je la air liur tengok mereka makan -.-
Then i have to do the job, taking their picturess pfft, haha. itu la, gambar buruk la. adoiii. nasib camera mahal, kalau tk da pecah dibuatnye :)
Honestly, i was being myself back there instead of pretending to be someone else. I prefer to be myself because I'll be happy even though i'll hurt other people. They said i was annoying, well sorry i can't change it :) and sorry if terasa! HAHA
After dinner, they want to shoppinnggg -.- , supposed to catch a movie but there's not enough time, so shopping je la diorang. I didn't get annything which im supposed to get but lazy to keluarkan money. So stand there, kacau-kacau, observe, BAHAN ! :)
Seriously i love to kacau nad haha :) mcm hobby je ;P
At 8, they have to meet their friends cause of the open house and that's farewell right there. I have to walk home alone, eh wait, not alone, the rain accompanied me thank you rain :)

Oh, my b-day
My wish list:
- nk jadi tinggi boleh :D (hehehe)
- succesful life with no regrets
- be optimistic
- be happy
- be MYSELF
- be pro in guitar so i can rock on without looking back =)

The only pic that have me in it, not a camwhore okay haha =)
The only pic and can't see well enough,

Let The World Know What You Meant To Me

2009-10-24T00:45:00.005+08:00

Maybe, I'm just being immature. Acting like a 10 year old kid, probably makes you sick of me. I'm truly sorry for my behavior, honestly I'm sorry about it. There's nothing i can gain by acting this way hence probably I'll lose you forever. The reason why I'm acting this way is because I don't want to lose contact with you. I lose friends easily and i do care but there's nothing i can do. Seriously, that is something i cannot control. Probably I won't keep in touch with you in the next few weeks, and i don't want that to happen. If my attitude really sickens you, I'm sorry. Sorry for the trouble that i cause to you, sorry for making you sad, sorry for everything. I learn to let go just for you to be happy, i don't want to see you sad and tengok kau emo =.= Please be happy at least for the sake of mine, my friend :)
p/s: i love you :)

Remember this picture? The day you pissed me off and i emo? i was touched when you show me this picture :)

This post untuk Azza :)

Not Good Enough for Truth

2009-10-15T20:07:00.004+08:00

The day you hang up on me, i get upset and you really know well how to make me mad. I must admit, you really love to make me explode as i used to make you mad all the time. It was before i told you everything, everything ! I regret for telling you all the stuff that i should keep it to myself. We still can be friends right if i didn't tell you? Things changed since the day i told you, and i feel like a loser right now. I thought by telling you i can feel relieve of the situation but guess what? it's turning to hell as each day passes by. I don't know what to do, what can i do to change this back? Exactly nothing because everything is too late, nasi sudah menjadi bubur. Try to imagine if you are in my position, what will you do? Live to regret or just die? Try to think about it, i bet you are smiling right now or feeling the same way as i feel. Maybe you just don't care because you only think about yourself or you just don't want to get involve in this mess. Yeah, definitely you don't want get to involve in this, please don't do this to me. Thinking of you hurts a lot, if there's a medicine that can make me forget about you, I'll definitely take it and move on with my life to the fullest without feeling any sorrow or the pain you caused to me.

finger on the trigger to my dear juliet

2009-10-11T19:22:00.000+08:00

i just love to hate you =)

2009-09-15T18:32:00.002+08:00

Mathematics 2 paper today, not easy not hard, tengah² je.
The first paper where i have the semangat to do :)

Today so bosan, talking a lot and didn't study. During bio, mcm² cerita laa haha. Tk belajar langsung sbb asyik busy bercakap sampai tk beri perhatian and kinda lost -.-
Why can't i drop bio? :P
After tusyen borak² dgn mira dkt bustop while waiting for my dad, lama tk borak dgn dia, then buat dia sakit hati hehe. Anyway, it was fun talking with her! No, seriously it's fun :D

Daily activities kept on repeating? I'll raise my hand to agree on that :)

People who said that i'm sombong or whatever, i honestly don't care about it. You can call me whatever you want as long as it will give you kepuasan or whatever. Seriously i don't really care about you, haha. You call me sombong? but faham lah kenapa aku sombong dgn kau? It's just your attitude dude, tk sedar² lagi? -.-

2009-09-14T16:24:00.001+08:00

I've failed you many times. I'll not fail again.

2009-08-29T14:55:00.002+08:00

You really love to see me fall apart, do you?

Everything i do seemed to be wrong, even though i tried to do good things but it just seems wrong to you.
My method seems to be different but i'm trying to be nice, hah, i think being nice is not a good thing after all to you.

2009-08-27T22:04:00.003+08:00

I think this is the part where i have to say goodbye

MTV World Stage

2009-08-11T22:13:00.003+08:00

Selling MTV world stage ticket
Message me if you're interested :)
Range: RM100 can bargain if you want

2009-08-11T17:34:00.003+08:00

I've becoming lazier in school, sleep is the only thing i do best, same with talking. My life is full with non-stop problems, and some people do give me a hard time every second/minute/hour/month/year. I may look happy but trust me, i'm not o-fucking-kay.

2009-08-10T20:09:00.001+08:00

shhh, dont tell me secrets

kepada Haziq Zaidi, get well soon from that.. apa2 je la xD

2009-07-30T19:37:00.002+08:00

Do you know how it feels when someone stab you with a pointy knife right through your heart?
that's what I'm feeling right now, and trust me it hurts so badly that i can't endure the pain that you've cause. It's hard and painful, and it won't heal just in a second but it takes months or even worse years. Thanks a lot,

2009-07-26T15:42:00.001+08:00

I've finally found a reason and it's you :)
thanks for waking me up
it's time to rebuild for us

2009-07-12T21:25:00.000+08:00

Please be mine to hold and share

2009-07-06T23:03:00.002+08:00

so, they decided to change some of the students to other class.
seriously, i don't want to change class. I admit that i did really badly for the exam but yeah, is it necessary to change class? how can you motivate students by changing their classes? Isn't that just making it more complicated than it is. The main reason i don't want to change class is because i don't want to make new friends. Yeah, i don't want to go to other class and make new friends, i just want to be in the same class with the same faces. The other reason is, new class = new teacher? hmm, and new cikgu class? wtf? seriously i don't really like with whats going around in this school. me dislike

2009-07-02T23:51:00.000+08:00

2c1e6g

oh my god? how could this happen? ; )

H1N1

2009-06-23T00:34:00.001+08:00

who is it to be blamed? is it us?

"According to researchers cited by The New York Times, "based on its genetic structure, the new virus is without question a type of swine influenza, derived originally from a strain that lived in pigs".This origin gave rise to the nomenclature "swine flu", largely used by mass media in the first days of the epidemic. Despite this origin, the current strain is a human-to-human transmitted virus, requiring no contact with swine. On May 2 it was announced that a carpenter on an Alberta farm who had returned from Mexico had transmitted the disease to a herd of pigs, showing that the disease can still move between species.

The virus is a novel strain of influenza. Existing vaccines against seasonal flu provide no protection, and there is no vaccine for this strain. A study at the US Centers for Disease Control and Prevention published in May 2009 found that children had no preexisting immunity to the new strain but that adults, particularly those over 60, had some degree of immunity. Children showed no cross-reactive antibody reaction to the new strain, adults aged 18 to 64 had 6-9%, and older adults 33%.It was also determined that the strain contained genes from four different flu viruses: North American swine influenza, North American avian influenza, human influenza, and two swine influenza viruses typically found in Asia and Europe. Further analysis showed that several of the proteins of the virus are most similar to strains that cause mild symptoms in humans, leading virologist Wendy Barclay to suggest on May 1 that the initial indications are that the virus was unlikely to cause severe symptoms for most people. Scientists in Winnipeg completed the first full genetic sequencing of the virus on 6 May.

According to the World Health Organization, 88 countries had officially reported 44,287 cases of infection, including 180 deaths, as of June 19, 2009. Notably, the cases in Argentina, Australia and El Salvador more than doubled in each of WHO reporting cycle updates 41 and 42 (29 May and 1 June respectively). But according to CDC experts, however, the flu outbreak in the U.S. is dying down in the country as a whole. As of May 30, Wisconsin had more cases than any other state: 1,430, but Wisconsin officials said that this was "nothing to worry about," pointing out that the higher numbers largely reflected the state's efficiency in testing suspected cases. Spokesman Seth Boffeli added that the Wisconsin cases had been relatively mild.

The WHO declared a Pandemic Alert Level of six, out of a maximum six, describing the degree to which the virus had been able to spread among humans.

The virus typically spreads from coughs and sneezes or by touching contaminated surfaces and then touching the nose or mouth.

The signs of infection with swine flu are similar to other forms of influenza, and include a fever, coughing, headaches, pain in the muscles or joints, sore throat, chills, fatigue and runny nose. Diarrhea and vomiting have also been reported in some cases."

This virus is very dangerous. It has NO CURE! It takes a minimum of two weeks to kill a person.
Wash your hands always because that helps on preventing the virus from spreading. STAY CLEAN ALWAYS!

Suddenly, all the jokes about avoiding contact and hugging that we made while reading the updates on the news paper didn't seem funny anymore. We should take things seriously now :/

At this point I wonder if this virus will put an end to human race.
Will this be the end of the world?

copy straight from azrina's

2009-06-15T23:38:00.002+08:00

Today i got caught sbb rambut panjang. sudah diberi warning. sorry cincai punya post sbb no time left :)
so yeah, i got caught and dgr cikgu2 bising2 psl rambut la itu la, and bagi warning. nasib baik warning . phew. After school, lepak dkt dropzone main foos sebentar and pergi naling jumpa kwn². After makan², pergi MCD sebentar kerana ada seseorang hendak menjadi cikgu, yeah, kelakar punye cikgu :P
Afterwards, my friend cabar me to stare at this girl and sit infront of her, yeah i did. it was a funny situation. Sorry, no time to write, BYE. here are the pictures, and my hair is short now. wtf en? dari panjang ke pendek ;)

credits to fiko

2009-06-13T09:46:00.003+08:00

One Utama, my 2nd time? lol
yeah, i admit that i always go to pyramid everytime, it's like my second home kot . eh wait. 3rd la . shit. ;0
Well, i don't really know how to get there but with the help of friends i manage to get there by cab -_-. Kena caj RM3 sorang, total cost is RM9, dayumnn. i'm lazy to write properly btw,
OU is big, big, and very big? entah la, as soon as i enter the entrance, i get lil bit dizzy, oh yeah, tengok jalan pon da pening kot, besar tapi tak sesat hoho. The reason im goin there is to buy clothes but in the end, i didn't even buy one. what the hell right? Planned to buy but didn't even get even ONE Clothes. not even one.

1pm-2,20pm;
we head out and play bowling, yeah, i got first place baby :P with the score of 94, worse than last time game which is 104. I suck at bowling but i don't really care ;) i'm good for nothing and nothing is good.

2,20pm-4.40pm;
kita beratur untuk beli tiket, well one of us la, not all of us pfftt ;)
the movie is drag me to hell, tak scary cuma buat terkejut jee. we abandoned the guy who's buying the ticket and take a walk to find clothes, there's a lot of clothes that i liked but damn, it's too expensive and because of this habit of checking the prices of every clothes, i didn't even buy even tho i want it -_-

4.40pm-6pm
tgk movie, ada orang tido dlm movie, mmg power. buang duit beli tiket tapi wth, duit dia ;P
waktu org suspen dan terkejut dia relax je tido. haha ;p it was funny kott,.

6pm-7,30pm
jalan2, cari baju, and ada org nk kenakan muin kot. Nasib aku ada, kalau tak dia mmg da kena ; )

7,30pm-10pm
went to state and dinner at Strawberry cafe. Is it? i can't recall the name but who cares, its a great place to hang out malam2. The milkshakes are awesome, and then tersempak with rajiv, my old friend :)
At first i thought it was a foreigner judging by his hair, thought its an american dude, but later on OH, its rajiv -_-

10pm,
message my brother to pick us up, aku lepak dengan fik,marul,muin throughout the whole day. The state part was the best :) first time hangout sampai malam with friends ;)

I didn't mention exactly what happen because im lazy to terangkan everything.

2009-06-04T22:57:00.002+08:00

Sunway pyramid lagi!

So, i woke up around 11 and start my day by playing dota, bukan mandi. I'm supposed to get to SP around 12 but i'm too lazy to go early and i have to wait for my mom to minta restu keluar rumah! hahha :) im such a ~~nice~~ boy? lol
Patutnye today tengok movie but the story is "TERMINATOR". I've watched it before with my family so im lazy to watch it again. By the time i arrived dekat SP, my friends is in the theathre, tak leh buat apa2 en? mula² jalan mcm orang bodoh kat SP, then called nbeela, thank god dia lepak kat SP that time. So, call call call, then lepak sama2. oh, shes with ziema that time so its only 3 of us, 1 boy 2 girl. FYI, these two girls are talkative, mengalahkan aku kot (ehh, i dont talk much,. lol). yeah, they talk talk talk and i listen listen listen to them. Sesat jugak, no clue cuma faham sikit2 jee. But anyway, thank god diorang ada kalau tak sorang2 la nampaknye kat SP tunggu kwn2. After that, their friends joined them and i'm being there like "ehhh, aku sesat ke? asal ada kat sini, da la aku x rapat ngan diorang". Thats how i felt when hanging out with her friends, sumpah tak ckp apa2 pon kat dorang haha. anyway, who cares en? as long it kills time, afterwards my friends da habis tgk wayang and we meet up. KFC jap, sisha then sampai pening, then balik. On the way home, i singgah dekat 7-eleven to buy KITKAT CRUNCHY, and a bottle of kickapoo. I really love those, can someone out there buy me a dozen box of KITKAT? lol, thank you, your cooperation is needed lol.

true friends :)

2009-06-04T00:04:00.002+08:00

I miss you guys so much, to me, you guys complete my life. Now, we are far apart and I can't see you guys anymore and i miss you, honestly i do. If i can go back to the past, i want to spend time with you guys again, even for a short period of time but it meant a lot to me. Remember the time where we laugh at each other and make pranks at one of us? Do you remember the time where we play basketball together? That really means a lot to me, i may look like i don't care about any of you people but seriously i do. How i wish you guys were here. Time is moving on fast and so are you guys, i'm back in my country and sooner or later you guys will too, how can we see each other again? by letters? we hardly talk to msn and yet i'm writting this down hoping that you will look at my blog. Anyway, you guys rock :)

me and Omar :)

meet erika :)

korean class 08'

L to R: Hafiy, me, Adri, Hairy, Hariz
Hafiy, Adri, Hariz are bros.

p/s: sorry for the bad quality, i don't know how to fix it .
12:24. no wonder bad quality pic, the pic that i saved is a small sized, so sorry :)

2009-06-01T22:53:00.005+08:00

Pergi sunway pyramid bertujuan untuk sisha dan main pool tapi tak dapat :(

Today i had a great time(maybe), pick up my little brother from school then pergi sunway pyramid. I wear simple clothing because i dont have much clothes in my closet, kalau ada pon baju tido :P
Meet up with my friends which i don't want to say their names, privacy please :)
We watched the museum thinggy and it was kinda fun, then they bowl where i just watch because i'm saving my money to buy stuff :)
Ive planned to play pool but its full so i just sit down and watch them bowl and it was funny kot. I'm lazy to talk about this so i just talk apa2 je yang merepek. At 6.30, we're supposed to sisha but there's some of us who have to go home and I also have to join my family to hantar my bro to the bus terminal or whatever. Damn, didn't sisha for quite a time :(
anyway, its a great day:)

satu pic je yg ada gambar aku -_-

2009-05-31T22:39:00.000+08:00

If I could have just one wish,
I would wish to wake up everyday
to the sound of your breath on my neck,
the warmth of your lips on my cheek,
the touch of your fingers on my skin,
and the feel of your heart beating with mine...
Knowing that I could never find that feeling
with anyone other than you.

2009-05-30T19:49:00.002+08:00

How many rouds of dota ive played today? damn lot, thats all i can say hah :P

bosan duduk umah,

...

2009-05-25T23:01:00.004+08:00

If i could, i'll just play my guitar without thinking of you. It's really sad that i've waited for you so long, entertained you, but this is what i get in the end. Seriously, i don't want to care about other people or you beside my family & friends.

2009-05-21T18:49:00.002+08:00

I need you so badly, why can't i have you?

2009-05-20T18:32:00.002+08:00

Today papers is Bahasa Melayu 2 and English 1

Like always, received the paper, look at the pages and questions, write name, sleep. BM 2 start first, and it's actually easy IF study, ha. I slept in the beggining because i thought that i'll manage to do everything on time. I was really tired so i sleep, ignoring the paper. After i woke up, there's like 1 1/2 hour left, it's actually a lot of time until RUMUSAN part. I did rumusan first because it takes quite a time, it's actually easy but my rumusan is more that 120 words, so i had to cancel out junk stuff. Because of this rumusan, i don't have the time to finish other section, hardly did section B because i didn't study for the Story, cerpen, blah blah blah. So i got screwed on this paper. Hope that I'll ~~score~~ my karangan.

English 1, i was damn sick at that moment. Really sick that i've been staring & thinking about my life, i've wasted lots of precious time at that moment. Essays really like... wtf? Section B is ~~easy~~, all i do is just hentam, write crap and fullstop. On the other hand, section A is like "pain in the ass". I don't even know what i'm writing for that section, i just shoot everything because i wasn't feeling well and all i can think of is a place where we call "home". Want to tido at home! haha :)

2009-05-19T19:27:00.001+08:00

Agama Paper
Dapat kertas, tulis nama then tido :)

English Paper
~~struggling~~ hard

X-Men Origins: Wolverine (2009)

2009-05-16T21:00:00.003+08:00

Saturday, May 16, 2009.

hah, igtkan nak pergi Sunway Pyramid untuk belajar tapi lain pula jadinye :P. I already knew that kalau gi sunway pyramid confirm takleh study tapi wth. Tadi meet up with nad dkt sp, i thought im the one that's late tapi dia lagi lambat kot! 10 minit lambat. Ingatkan jumpa pukul 2 tapi end up kul 3 but at least aku sampai dulu kot then dia datang 10 minit kemudian ;P
Then my fren yg kebetulan lepak kat SP join,

hah, da la. mls nak cite panjang2. straight to the main point. So kitaorg tengok cite X-men, the bad thing is ive already watched it before tapi takpe la, demi kawan! haha :) love to use that sentence. "demi kawan.."
Walaupun da tengok tapi best jugak tengok lagi sekali ;). Nasib baik Nad belanja. thank youu :)
Sebelum movie start, ada satu girl ni gila hilarious, dia nk masuk tempat seat dia kena melalui kitaorg lu, and dia boleh lak terpijak kaki nad, haha. During the movie gak, dia nak keluar dari pawagam kena juga melalui kitaorg and dia pijak lagi kaki nad. 2 times already and its so funny. sian nadd ;P
ada pula part yg ada org call dia, bunyi bising and dia panik, dia pun malas nk keluar melalui kitaorg so dia pon lompat ke seat depan, kitaorg tergelak tgk aksi perempuan nih ;P. haha, bukannye senang nak tengok this situation, haha, funny day. Anyway, its a great day for me :)

X-Men Origins: Wolverine (2009)

2009-05-16T21:00:00.000+08:00

2009-05-15T23:46:00.000+08:00

whatswrongwithme.

2009-05-14T23:53:00.002+08:00

imy,

2009-05-10T17:01:00.000+08:00

Sorry seems to be the hardest word

i'm nooot okay,

2009-05-01T00:44:00.005+08:00

I'm not okay,

big wow

2009-04-06T23:48:00.002+08:00

Monday, beginning of the week, bosannye. Awal² lagi da bangun and keletihan! The best part in the morning is i got the chance to drive the car, not that for though but still worth it. Today lesson is reverse? wtf? i can't even go on the highway and i'm supposed to reverse the car? haha.
Serious shit, i don't know how to reverse. While i was reversing, lot of things popped out in my mind.

can i make it?
what if i langgar other kereta?
I'M SCARED!
OH MY GOD, reversing is much harder than studying.
---__--- damn it

So, i did managed to reverse and get the car from the parking lot, woot. I checked on the back of the car to see whether it still can reverse and its such a pain in the butt. Anyway, i managed to get the car out safely without any scratches( i think ).

After school

As usual, hang out at drop. Supposed to get in class for BM extra power but having so much fun playing foosball till can't get my hand off the thing. Wow, a table managed to make me won't let go off my hands. lol. Today is quite weird, too much people. It's so crowded for the first time with form 3 students, dont know why and don't want to know why.

6P.M.

Asked my mom whether if i can drive at Kawasan Melayu, and the answer tertera at her face. FYI, the answer is no. Quite sad because i can't drive around that area even though there's only few cars. It's okay, i hope i can drive other places later on. Then hang out with Arif, budak nihhh. Lama x jumpa kott, asyik library je keja dia.. ngan perempuan, GIRLS. Hah, that's Arif and he said he gonna join tuition. Is it for real or you're just playing with me dude? zz

11:59PM. BYE :)

aspiration

2009-03-23T20:31:00.002+08:00

There are lots of thing that i want in life. I can list it till 100, or maybe even more than that. I would like to have an electric guitar, i really really want that because if i've ever feel mad or sad, i can just whack the strings and play. Yes, it's true, playing guitar is the only way that i can achieve enjoyment, everything else is boring except some & this. I got interested in playing guitar back few years ago but doesn't have the chance to hold one and could only see through television. It's sad because i don't have the opportunity to learn how to play guitar years ago, if i could, it would be a great. I started to get into guitars and other instruments when i hanged out at dropzone, it's a great place for teenagers because they have the equipment that a teenagers need in life. The best part of that place is it's free, doesn't need money unlike some other places where you have to take out your pocket money just in order to get in. I will always remember that place, ROCK ON !

2009-03-17T23:49:00.003+08:00

=)

define this emoticon, write it at the chatbox.

just wanna see if there's even anyone yg always follow this blog.

the truth and nothing else.

2009-03-03T23:20:00.001+08:00

I want to apologize for means thing that I blogged about my teacher. I regret blogging about that person, and I should not blog about teachers. This stuff happens when anger flows throughout my body, I’ll blog to release the pain. Blogging is the only way that I can express my feelings and unsatisfied matters. It is hard for me to express my feelings to my friends because I know they would not take it seriously, and this is why I prefer blogging. I learned my lesson that blogging about someone won't solve anything especially teachers, it will eventually make everything worse. I'm sorry for causing problems to the teachers and classmates. I can't bear to watch my friends in trouble, especially the one closest to me. They're so innocence and have nothing to do with this. I wrote it so I’m the one that should pay for the consequences, but not them. They're innocent. If the last post that I wrote hurt your feelings, I’m truly sorry. God knows how sorry I am. I'll make sure that this incidence won't happen for the second time.

Since the mess starts in this blog, I hope it will also ends in this blog.

Friends,

2009-02-25T23:49:00.003+08:00

we're lucky to have friends. A friend is a person who gives assistance; patron; supporter. Without them, we can't share any secrets or any unsatisfied matter. There are many types of friend in this world and we have to choose a "friend" wisely. If we choose to have a bad friend, then we're so going to be a bad ass meanwhile if we choose to be friend with a niceeeeee person, we're going to have a nice ass. There are many types of friend that im socialized with right now and there's only few of them that i like. This doesn't mean i hate them but im just not comfortable talking to them. Oh yeah, budak berlagak? i also hate that, i don't really like to hang out with budak berlagak or people who like to kecoh2 about silly little things. waste of time right?

just a random post.

Friends,

2009-02-25T23:49:00.000+08:00

kelapa sawit?

2009-02-23T23:53:00.002+08:00

hehe, this post will be in malay? why? i'm not really sure, probably because im trying to improve my BM. This will be a quick post =)

Di kelas

Part 1
Cikgu: Kita buat karangan bertajuk program sekolah selamat yeee.
saya: huh? program sekolah SAMAD? *giggles*
Kawan, cikgu: program sekolah selamat..
saya: hu????????? sekolah SAMAD KE? samad ke? samad ke?
Cikgu: alahai, program sekolah selamat laaa, g korek telingaaaaa.
Saya: haha, dude(ckp dgn geng), aku tahu dowh, saja je aku nak buat cikgu ni bengang. lol.
kwn²: hahahaaa, agakk laa :P

Part 2
Cikgu: apakah punca buli?
Mangsa 1: ermmm* thinking*
Saya: rampas awek!
Cikgu: huh? apa kena mengena ngan kelapa sawit
Mangsa 1, saya, budak belakang: LOL
Saya: errrr, kelapa sawit???? RAMPAS AWEK Laa.
Cikgu:(tgh cover) owhhh, bahasa apa nihh, budak² nihh, patutnya rampas buat hati atau kekasih..ini rampas awek.
Saya: (dlm hati) da malu tuh nak cover lagi
everyone laughed*

she's extraordinary.

2009-02-19T21:48:00.003+08:00

I've seen her couple of times lately, and she is really something that is nice :)
Even though i don't know her name or any infos about her but i really really want to know a lot about her and i want to tell her how special she is too me. She's not perfect but too me, she is fine. She may seem like an arrogant person but because of that, i want to pursue her more deeply. Fortunately i saw her today but it's hard to start a conversation with her. I'm worried if maybe this is the last time i'll ever see her face again and i eagerly want to see her everyday because i'm pretty sure that she can make my day pleasurable. I told my friend 2 years ago that every relationship starts with a big hi and because of the statement that i made it up i'm willing to take my chances and start talking to her. My friend told me that if you want something in life that is important, you have to get it as soon as possible before it dissapears or taken by someone else. This concept can be apply to my situation, i have to get her before the others start gatal-ing with her.

How to

2009-02-16T23:52:00.003+08:00

How to Enjoy Being Single

Steps

Say yes to every opportunity to learn, grow and meet new people. It's best to go and branch out.
Be grateful for what you have. After the grieving period, focus on what you do have for example, good health and a good support system of family and friends.
Don't be afraid to invest yourself in deep relationships with other people. You don't have to be dating somebody to have a intimate and fulfilling relationship with them. Don't be afraid to open up and be vulnerable sometimes.
Decide for yourself if there are aspects of your life or your personality that you would like to change and do it. You are your best evaluator. You don't need to listen to those people who tell you that you are single because you are too "picky", too fat,or too old to meet someone else.
Ignore the toxic people in your life. It is easy to recognize them. Their negative words of fear and discouragement sap your energy.
Think about all the things you can do because you are now single. You could take off and go travelling without discussing it with somebody else. You can watch TV all day without being called lazy. You don't actually have to do these things but, sometimes, just the knowledge that you could is enough to make you feel great.
Invest in yourself. Save some money and get a professional massage. Get a manicure and pedicure .... anything that nurtures your body and lifts your spirit.
At times small things can tend to pull you way down. Try to see the beer mug half full instead of half empty, in other words try to see the brighter side of things.

How to Handle Stressful Situations

Steps

Talk to someone. Talking to someone you know and trust about your problems will help you get all you feelings out. Make sure you're not talking to anyone who will yell at you for something bad, or criticize your feelings. That will just make everything worse.
Stop and think. What is my real problem? How can I deal with it? Break down a bigger problem into smaller problems, that seem less threatening and and easier to cope with. Write down ways you can overcome your problems.
Work one step at a time. Take very small baby steps, and make sure you don't take any ones that are too big. For example if your problem is that you're worried about a school test, start by going to your school webpage and getting all the homework down, so that you will be prepared. DO NOT start by spending every hour of every day cramming for it. That will just make you tired and over-worked.
Treat yourself. Take time off to do something you enjoy, such as play a favorite sport, or go t o a movie with your friends. Doing activities you like will lower your blood pressure and lift your spirits.
Take a deep breath. Inhale deeply for 5 seconds through your nose, and out 5 seconds through your mouth. Doing this for a few minutes a day has been proven to help a person feel more relaxed, and ready to take on any challenges, Also, taking warm showers will clear your head, so you can think straight.
Reward yourself. After you have taken even one baby step, reward yourself by doing something you love to do. Keep it up, and you will begin to associate conquering challenges with special rewards. Keep in mind, though, that you will soon have to learn to just keep achieving goals, without the little splurge at the end, although achieving ANY goal is it's own reward.

How to handle problems

Steps

Make sure you understand the problem completely.
Get as much information as you can in order to make a informed decision about the problem. If the problem doesn't require a decision it's important you still learn as much as you can.
Talk to people in your support group such as friends, family, co-workers, other parents, etc. Try to keep emotions out of it and talk facts. Try to remain as practical and fair as possible.
Ask questions and get as many details as possible. Find out both sides if there is more than one person involved. Chances are there are always hidden facts and sometimes knowing all the facts will help the problem solve itself.
Don't be rushed into sorting through a problem. Think it through and don't be hasty. People will appreciate your careful thought more than a knee jerk reaction.

Take time. You may be rushed to make an immediate decision but it's alright to tell them to give you time to make a decision. Tell them you need to think it through.
Make a list of pros and cons. Be honest and ask for feedback on your list from loved ones and co-workers if needed.
Evaluate the list.
Take quiet time to ponder the facts. A crazy environment is not the most conducive place to sort through a problem. Take a break, find a quiet place free of distractions and think it through.

Consider rules, business practice if it's at work, your long term objectives and really if this is a major problem or a minor hassle. Ask yourself what aspects of the problem you really have control over and can influence. Understand what is and what isn't within your control. Try to take personal feelings out of the equation and look at the facts at hand.
Prioritize your list of pros and cons.
Realize when you deal with certain problems not everyone will agree.
Make a decision and stick to it. Whether this is how to move forward after a difficult time, a solution to your problem, the road to take to solve a problem, or just your state of mind to deal with an issue.
Do what you think is best at the time and you shouldn't regret your position.

How to Handle Being Made Fun Of

Steps

When peers/coworkers/or just a simple stranger make fun of you for your clothes;the way you talk/the way you act, just ignore them. Don't cry or get mad. This gives them a bigger reason to make fun of you and they will just keep on doing it.
If a person comes up to you and says an insult to you, pretend that their not even there and just walk off. Don't even make eye contact with them.
If you keep remembering how they made fun of you, and are worried everyone will start making fun of you in the future, remember that most people remember something that is embarrassing to you for a very small number of days.
Keep telling yourself the good things about you, you might feel better afterwards. Like if you're tall, tell yourself "Okay. I am very tall and I am very graceful. I am pretty/handsome, boys/girls like me and I have a lot of friends."
Remember: People may be making fun of you because they're just envious of you. They do that because maybe: You are good-looking and plain-looking people make fun of you, you're slim and fat people make fun of you, you're smart and have great grades and people who put no effort in themselves fail their classes.
NEVER EVER listen to the person or believe he/she. Just after a while you will see who has become the more successful an who is still trying to find someone to make fun of. Just live your life AND DONT EVER let the person discourage for anything because you will be able to become anything you want. And remember karma will end up catching up with this person

she tagged me.

2009-02-09T23:28:00.000+08:00

Once you've been tagged, you have to write a post with sixteen random thing, habits or goals that you have. At the end, choose six people to tag, listing their names and why you chose them. Don’t forget to leave a comment telling them about the tag. You can’t tag the person who tagged you.

1.I get pissed off easily.
2.I kept everything inside.
3.I don't talk much.
4.I love music
5.I always sleep late
6.I talk about random stuff.
7.I'm lost in my own world.
8.I love basketball
9.I don't like to look at people when talking.
10.I rarely watch tv
11.Everything i do is boring :)
12.Almost everyday is a bad day.
13.I hate my hair thesedays.
14.I'm not perfect neither do you
15.I'm such a lazy ass
16.I'M NOT A STALKER.

I tag;
Arif
Muzammir
Ainur
Cassey
Farah
Adelin

Main pilih je.

annoyed.

2009-02-04T23:48:00.002+08:00

friend with me or leave?
it's your choice dude, i won't do anything about it and never will.
i know that sometimes i can be an ass to you but i never intended to hurt you.
well, there's nothing i can do to change this right?
it's up to you, your choice, your fkn life.
if you choose to abandon me, i wont mind because i don't care.
But there's one thing, if you really had enough and decided to leave, i hope you won't come to me later on because i'll ignore you.

Oh well, found my IPOD. thanks bro, maybe im just blind because i can't even see such a bright thing sitting there waiting for me all the time. Had such a nice day today and a hyper conversation with someone that i won't mention her name :)

Things to do atm: 1) study
2) need to buy guitar strings and tuning fork
3) work out
4) enough sleep- the most important

Liyana Jasmay dengan Shah

2009-02-03T23:44:00.003+08:00

I promised my friend that i'll upload his photo with Liyana Jasmay, and i will. here's the photo.
he's a lucky guy because had the opportunity taking picture with awek yg comel molek seperti Liyana Jasmay. omg, i really wish that i can take photos with Liyana Jasmay, with the hugging possing or wtvr, enn best :)

too bad there's only one picture ;)

humour

2009-02-02T23:47:00.002+08:00

monday, bosan !
pagi² lagi ada perhimpunan and sgt membosankan.

class
we had a funny conversation and siap membahan lagi.

student 1: usher ada berlakan dlm cite pinocchio; disney something..
student 2: mana ada laaa, usherr?! ahahha ;)
me : gila la usher nak berlakon pinocchio, haha
2, me : hahahahahaaaaaaaa*
student 3: haha, tgk hidung student 1 da panjangggggg
me,2,3 : loao*
me : haha, kalau hidung x panjanggg, dia nye D da panjang kotttt.
me,2,3 : HAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAH
student 3: haha, ni bukan pinocchio, nih di*knocchio! lol
me,2,3 : AHAHAHAHHAHAHHA*

sry ye student 1.. aku bet kau mesti sedih gila kena bahan ;)

minta perhatian, dialog di atas adalah rekaan dan tidak tepat dan tidak ada kena mengena dgn kau.

bus-stop
me : omg, i found RM10! woot
student 1: omg, lucky bastard ! give me laaa
me : gahhh, i can't keep it, here take it. think of it as your angpau! ;)
student 2: your not married yettt.
me : oh, i married before but i divorced already, no fun ;)
1,2 : grinning*
1 : ahh, im not going to take it, im just going to put on my father's table so he will use the money and i'm not going too get any sin. ;)
me : omg, then the sin goes to me la? wtf

minta perhatian, dialog di atas adalah rekaan dan tidak tepat dan tidak ada kena mengena dgn kau.

Oh well, found RM10 on the floor but can't use it, dosa sial. what else can i do? hah ;)

Sunway pyramid.

2009-02-01T22:42:00.003+08:00

bangun pagi² je da dgr bunyi telepon, baru kul 11 lum lagi kul 1. normally i would wake up at 1-2PM. so yeah, today ada plan nak pergi kat SUnway pyramid to hang out and cuci mata kott. like usual, janji korea la katakann, jumpa kul 11 tapi kul 12 baru gerak kot..sampai sana 12:30 haha. Kira ok la dari janji melayu, kul 2 baru sampai . Sampai sana jeee the first place that i'll definitely go is the pool/snooker area. yeahh, da kebiasaan pergi sana ;)

hari ni kira okay la walaupon satu member tak show up tapi suprisingly one other member did show up unexpectedly. here's the message that i received from him

annonymous: wei, kau kat mana?
me : kat rumah
A : hari ni gerak SP jom?
me : mmg nak gerak pon ngan dorang
A : ok jumpa sana, nak beli barang owh.

minta perhatian, dialog di atas adalah rekaan dan tidak tepat dan tidak ada kena mengena dgn kau.

yeah, sambung balik. kat pool, tugas aku ialah main jeee. antara kitaorg, akula yg terhebat main pool. haha, kena bangga oh sekali sekala. too often is bad for health ;)
mmg besh oh lepak ngan dorang tapi kalau ada satu budak nih mesti lagi gempak, bising tempat tuh for sure ;)

selepas tuh, kitaorg makan kat kedai mamak jeee, duit mcm ada kepak terbang dgn laju dan tinggi. aku minum je air kosong sbb kat kedai tuh suma cam mahal tapi mmg mahal pon cam sial ! ahaha. tea o ais pon 1:60 kot. Aku pon tgh saving so aku beli air kosong je laaa sambil tgk diorang mkn, sedap² jeee.

yeah, aku terigt owh yg aku nak belajar tune guitar so aku pon melangkah ke kedai triinity. haha, tauke tuh okay siot, friendly gilaa. aku pon angkat acoustic guitar and main, tapi skjap jeee xnak lama², nanti rosak haha ;)
so yeah, i want to buy the tuning fork owh sbb dia ckp pro je guna tuhh haha. aku pon terasa cam pro and hendak beli tuhhh tapi stok takda owh that time. nasib baik gak sbb aku nak usha je bukannye nak beli pon..da la xda duit. so yeah, besh gak la masuk kedai tuhh, so sesiapa yg nak join competition keee tanya la tauke tuhhh ;)

i was wearing kemeja today and the size is Large. bila jln2 tgk okay jee, tapi bila part amik gambar dlm tandas jee nampak cam dress. cisssss, da la, malas aku nak cite lagi psl baju tuh haha. so yeah, hangout sampai 5:30 then suma nak balik owh, diorang naik teksi aku jln kaki jeee. sebelum balik, aku da ready beli 2 burger and air coke. haha, boicott mcd? mana leh weiii, gila ke apa. so yeah, itu je laaa, aku pon da tak tahu nak tulis apa.

panjang gila enn? and aku mls nak cite psl sisha sbb ada laa ;)

trust

2009-01-16T23:43:00.000+08:00

never trust anyone, even the close onee.

bloody hell.

2009-01-13T22:53:00.001+08:00

you don't have to avoid me or ignore me.
you just have to say that you don't want to have anything to do with me anymore.
it's simple, just be honest.

stress,

shocking but true.

2009-01-08T23:04:00.002+08:00

i'm really sorry if i didn't reply ur message or whatsoever. probably i dont have any time or just not in the mood. so jgn marah. jgn lebih2 emo lakk.

ill be away for 10 months or maybe more or lesser. probably? (no way!)

Reason : 1) currently enjoying studying kot.
2) nak lari dari computer,
3) SPM la weiii
4) suka hati aku la.

2009

2009-01-01T01:48:00.002+08:00

Happy New Year

forget 2008 and lets rebuild ;)

lazy

2008-12-30T13:33:00.002+08:00

i'm supposed to blog but im being a lazy ass.
i want to blog about lots of thing but im just being lazy.

LAZY

whatthefuck

2008-12-08T22:27:00.002+08:00

You think you know everything about me

You act like you know every shit about me

How is it possible for you to know so many things about me

How is it possible for you to know my characteristics even tho we never met

If you really think you know me well, you shouldn't say those things

Think before you act because it will hurt others

Before you judge me, you have to judge urself

If you still insist, you can fuck off

Terasa? padan muka

hmpph

2008-12-02T21:55:00.004+08:00

what a fkn bad day

walk halfway to sunway pyramid and terpaksa patah balik. wasted energy and time.
got rip off by a taxi driver, from my house to sunway pyramid cost about RM7. sial nye pakcik. oppps, terlanjur lak.
no hot girls in sunway pyramid ;(

what a good day

meet up with fiko, muin, and aman kot.
watched twilight and trust me, the movie is so damn damn boring sampai leh tertdo.So, dont watch the movie and instead watch antoo fighter, ahaha!
seeshaaa, best part kot. Rm29, ho ho, mahal sial

first try

2nd try

3rd try.

muka xleh blah, haha.

4. took pics, we are KZER! haha. (muka diorang je lebih! hah)

bulan yang berbentuk seperti muka.

2008-12-01T22:56:00.000+08:00

misi mencari bulan gagal. Susah betul nak cari bulan malam², malam2 patutnye senang tetapi pandangan telah dihalang oleh other apartment atau flat. Da lah tinggi2 lak tuh, susah nak tgk. Last2 keluar dari apartment nampak cahaya, ntah bulan ke apa tuhh. tak tahu laa, tapi yeah..gagal owhh ;'(

2008-11-25T14:57:00.008+08:00

Kami Kami Kami

Kami tak gila

Kami tak gilakan perempuan

Kami tak gilakan duit

&&

Kami tak gilakan mu

Kami Kami Kami

gila gila gilakan

Starbucks + Jco Donut la.

Shan, this is the donut +coffee la, sedap en :P
Takleh bagi, so tunjuk kat internet je la =\

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away

2008-11-21T01:00:00.000+08:00

susah nak on. internet cam cb. harap maklum.

RM 173 gone just like that.

2008-11-16T23:35:00.002+08:00

i'll make this as fast as possible.

Went to sunway pyramid to celebrate my cousin for getting his good result for UPSR. It's 5A's. omg, i dapat 3A2B je, sedih. Well, i hardly do anything there beside baby sitt them and my lil bro(leceh gila). then diorang main archery and bowling meanwhile i just look at them. Today, few hot girl je la, apa nak jadi nih?!. Kitaorg tgk madagascar and lps tuh makan KFC. i bought him a wallet at wild channel nye kedai and its fkn expensive. i also bought 2 t-shirt formyself and apply a membership that cost me Rm20. Anyway, i dont even know its worth it, so, to whoever is effin reading this, whats your oppinion..? is it worth it or not. And yeah to FAiz, my shirt stealer, dont amik this shirt tau, nak keluarkan duit beli shirt nih pon mcm nak nangis so jgn la sedap2 main amik je. kk. short and boring. dONE.

requested pics

2008-11-15T00:13:00.010+08:00

Posing yang sungguh gay

still straight.

Who's that girl?

2008-11-14T23:03:00.002+08:00

It started on a hot weather, my lil bro and i went to mosque to solat. After solat, we were about to go home straight but i decided to buy some food using my lil bro money. haha, gotta pay it back ofcourse,sigh(xgunatul). While i were waiting for my bro, there's this girl with her friend came to buy air soya x]. At first, i looked at her for a sec then i pandang tmpt lain cause i was shy. Then mula la.. tgk, pandang tmp lain, tgk, ptl. She did the same too. yeaaa. She was cute to me though, and a bit sexy kot, with the short hair really attracted me. Anyway, i really want want that girl if i have the opportunity. Whoever you are, please tell me that you are single and leave your number=]. TQ.

James Bond woot woot.!

2008-11-12T22:34:00.009+08:00

What really happen today:

I'm extremely happy today because i DID hang out with my friend. Its been a while and it feels good when you get together with your friends. We did lots of crazy stuff like kutuk people, tengok perempuan yg hot2 && macam² lagi. Our meetup is at Sunway pyramid which is close to my house, and it takes about 15-20 minutes to reach the destination with this blazing hot sun. How i wish i have a vehicle to reach my destination because im tired of walking. Anyway, i was sweaty like hell when i reached at the pyramid. Omg, its so embarassing berpeluh², nasib baik leh cover. There, i looked for my friend and i couldn't find him until i masuk the entrance. He didnt tell me that he's inside and he said.. "kat kepala singa!" kepala la. haha. We played daytona and the arcade room is so big. im extremely shocked because i haven't see any of this big shits before ;). The machine are good but some of them are like fuck. I used the broken machine without knowing its broken and it cost me 1 token. Extremely mad mcm nak sepak2 je mesin nih, babi tul. After that, i called my La sallian friends and force them to meet me at the arcade. Right there, we hang out and look at girls la, itu la, && macam² lagi. It was bloody fun for real. While we were waiting for this dude gf which she never show up, i spotted a 2 dude sitting on the floor infront of the wayang. My friend told me that thy're crazy and i couldn't believe it and said "magician kot". Hah, I was embarrased because i told my friend that those dudes about to do magic but what they did is talking to other people which i dont know who the hell are they while drinking the "water" apa kebenda air la. Ingatkan nak perform magic, lepas minum air..terus buang kat Tong sampah!. After a while, Shan messaged me and tell me to call her. Its kinda weird at first sebab, tiba² je suroh org call nih. I did called her and couldn't say much cause it was loud in the arcade. Sorry Shan =]. Afterwards, we went inside the arcade and look around and ternampak this girl.. PERASAAN hot&& sombong tapi leh kira status tinggi la, baju pon power gila..siap warna pink. Nasib baik aku baik, kalau tak da lama aku kacau ;P. So, we ended up playing Daytona again and i ended up using the broken/bad machine. I'm so out of luck today but its worth it. While we're walking around, we saw the same two dudes who were sitting on the floor playing some shit la, the hand thinggy game. They're good, but im better! lol. JK. Movie time and after we bought tickets for the movie, we head to MCD. It's damn hilarious because all we did is kutuk+makan+GELAK+ tengok perempuan+rate diorang+dan+ WOOOHHHH. It's movie time, Me, my friend, & my lil bro go tgk tgk movie while the La Sallian fellas go back home.
The movie is good but i fell asleep during the middle part. LACKING of sleep la :p. ANyway, my lil bro which arent officially 13 lepas masuk that wayang, ROFL. Dah la ada scene perempuan bogel+mati diseliputi ngan minyak! hahaha. tak boleh blaa. After the movie, we decided to went back home and it was raining. RUN RUN.! After shaking hands with the dude, my lil bro & i left and went back home hujan². This area is a bit scary and i would cuak if balik sorang² pada waktu malam =\. Oh siot, panjang pulak aku bercerita kali nih. itu je la, xnak panjang² dah. Korang bukannye baca pon :P

Things that i need in the new house:

* Mirror
* Hair dryer
* Food and mcm² junk food
* My pink Ipod. i lost it.. NUUU
* study table
*&& most importantly KERUSI computer, my back hurts.

To nbeelasara: sorry ganggu, didnt know that you're sick and no wonder lambat reply msg x]. Anyway, get well soon and tcare!~

'-';; HAHA

2008-11-11T22:39:00.002+08:00

Was planning to hang out at midvalley today but it turns out wrongly. I was about to call my friends to hang out but as soon as i reach my grandparents house around 6.40pagi, the first thing i did is cari the sofa. i slept till 1 PM, i didnt even solat subuh. i'm worse right =\
When i woke up, first thing on my mind is "screw this shit". It was damn boring in my grandparents house, theres actually nothing to do beside laying down playing psp. and yeah, i can watch TV but i dont like TV that much, its bloody boring =\.

Well, i had this funny conv. with shan. She told me to send my pic about sth dan ini pula jadinye.

Shann. Using ebuddy. =) says: dah?
farhh =] says: apa yg dah?
farhh =] laparr says: apa yg dah
Shann. Using ebuddy. =) says: gmbrrr
farhh =] laparr says: handphone no. pon tak tahu
farhh =] laparr says: hahahhahaha
Shann. Using ebuddy. =) says: heee
Shann. Using ebuddy. =) says: =.='
Shann. Using ebuddy. =) says: sorry
Shann. Using ebuddy. =) says: 017*******

Sunway pyramid

2008-11-09T22:30:00.001+08:00

BANYAK PEREMPUAN HOT.

to shan: da update daaa

Shan forced me to update.

2008-11-08T23:34:00.003+08:00

hmm. today is boring mcm sial. yeah. thats it la =\
sitting at home lama gila boleh jadi gila. nasib baik gym berdekatan && ada dewan tuk main badminton. if not.. jadi gila aku =/ haha.

haha, pastuh chatting pon memeningkan kepala aku. zzz

TAG TAG TAG =]

2008-11-06T23:53:00.003+08:00

Tagged by Shan.
A. Attached or Single?
Single of course. tak perlu perempuan(cehhh)

B. Best Friend?
Alex Lee(korean), Jiman Kim(korean), Hafiy(brunei), Adri(brunei), Hariz(brunei), Omar(omanian), Harry Lee(korean), Meliha(turkey, ayam.hah), Shah(malay), Arif(malay),Ashwin(taktahuapala..), Azman (malay), edy (malay), Zafarudin (malay).

C. Cake or pie?
Cake. pie x sedap.

D. Day of choice?
Friday, day tuk hilangkan dosa2 yg terlampau byk =]

E. Essential item?
Computer

F. Favorite colour?
Red & Blue. RB.

G. Gummy bears or worms?
Gummy bears la..takkan nak makan cacing kowt. hah

H. Hometown?
Bukan SEOUL.

I. Favorite indulgence?
ntah.

J. January or July?
January. first month of the year la.

K. Kids?
nak jugak.lol

L. Life isn’t complete without?
money.!

M. Marriage date?
gf pon xda lagi da nak kahwin -_-

N. Number of brothers and sisters?
4

O. Oranges or Apples?
Apples! orange masam! hah

P. Phobias?
height, snake, pompuan(JK).

Q. Quotes?
every shit that happened has a reason.

R. Reasons to smile?
was forced kot.

S. Season of choice?
winter. free snowcone!.

T. Tag people
Azrina, Arif, Ashwin, Muzammir

U. Unknown fact about me?
low profil?

V. Vegetable?
aku tak makan sayur²!

W. Worst habit?
duduk dpn computer kot..

Y. Your favorite type of food?
ermm, terlampau byk. malas nak tulis.

Z. Zodiac sign?
kala jengking x]

Hey

2008-09-23T19:48:00.001+08:00

i'll be away :D